Friday, 11 March 2011

Tsunami

I woke up this morning to the news of earthquake in Japan. I was stunned by the size of the wave- 10 meters high! What a powerful force of devastation! How quickly it changes the landscape, destroying all in it's way, sweeping all that has been so carefully planed, built, maintained... Woosh and all gone, only debris is left, cleaning up will start soon, trying to get back to normal, rebuilding what's been washed away...

That wave reminds me of waking up wave in the mind. First a quake, then a massive wave of disillusionment, followed by destruction of all beliefs followed by cleaning up what's left and realising that all that is gone is gone...

No regrets...

No one to regret, suffer, own anything...

The massive tsunami of awakening is taking no prisoners, but releasing all from their cells, opening the doors to wide open unknown. The wave is washing away all that is being held on, all identification, stripping humans of their self images, leaving them naked of any defence lines, purifying the essence of life.

The wave that hit me back in September brought total and brutal destruction of all that I knew and cleaned up what is from need to hold on what isn't.

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Back then on Ruthless Truth arena...


315:
Can one think itself out of existence?
Or is there more work to do than that?
I mean burning all the lies until there are no more lies left. Understanding intellectually "I don't exist" is not the same as striping every layer down until there is no more self. Isn't it just a trick of imagination that people in this forum are stuck in?

ivanhernandez:
you don't understand it intellectually.
because well lets say:

you have the ability to look for truth???
with that ability you look in religion/ideals, with that ability you look the "there is no you" recognition.
and you do it honestly.
the difference is that with religion you give your ability to look for truth to some organization or individual.
so you get beliefs. but you dont get truth, or maybe you need to wait some time to see if your cult is the truth or wait some lifetimes.

is not an ideal is a recognition.

there are no layers, you are not layers.

315:
I mean layers of lies that surround the truth. You find layers when you dig deeper. You break through layers with insights.

Life as we know it is made up of layers of bullshit.
Nobody knows anything- all knowing is based on "repeat after me" principle. Until you find truth by yourself using your own thinking you are trapped in layer of somebody else's bullshit.
Like "if I follow ciaran I will get liberated" it's a layer of bullshit.

KnowSelf:
Suffering, meted out by Reality, is the only true way to destroy lies.

shithappens:
you can only think about it as a concept... but thats not what it is. its not a concept, its truth. a realization of truth which renders the "you" insignificant

Phaedrus:
315,

Shut the fuck up. The same goes for you Shit Happens. Keep your bullshit for one thread. Until you're liberated I don't want to see thread after thread with your 'insights'.

Seriously, you're making me furious. If this was biblical times and Moses went up the mountain, you'd be one of the mother fuckers worshipping a straw donkey the minute Moses went out of site, you don't give a fuck about the message.

Fuck you, deal with the issue. You do not exist. Until you recognise that, or are willing to look at it fucking honestly keep your insights to yourself.

1000:
"315 wrote:
Or is there more work to do than that?
I mean burning all the lies until there are no more lies left. Understanding intellectually "I don't exist" is not the same as striping every layer down until there is no more self. Isn't it just a trick of imagination that people in this forum are stuck in?"

There is only one lie. it is subtle but evident. it is as evident as the sun burning.

There is no you.

Consider you as a baby. "You" were born. Open "your" eyes. there is a mind a body a human there. But where is this intangible "you" that you attribute all experience to? Where is it? Is it real? What is it? memories? feelings? triumphs? disappointments? suffering?

All these things are true, but none of them are you .

You as you know yourself don't exist.

Now go look mother fucker and don't come back unless you have stared at it.

ivanhernandez:
you dont need to understand all "the layers" man. you dont need to know how a wall is made (what materials) if you just want to destroy it

ivanhernandez:
destroy the fucking core bitch, there is no you.
coward unless you prove yourself wrong.

ivanhernandez:
ok i just re-read this last thing you posted

>>>Until you find truth by yourself using your own thinking you are trapped in layer of somebody else's bullshit.
Like "if I follow ciaran I will get liberated" it's a layer of bullshit.

well you can runaway from books, and start looking for truth on your own.
but try the "there is no you" thing seriously,
fear of getting deluded??
if you fear getting deluded, i dont know what to think about that.

get 30 min to take this seriously instead of resisting the idea. then if you dont get liberated. go away from here.
seriously test it. enage in it. dont think about dont existing.
test the idea.

there is no you.
youre not your body, your feelings, your emotions, your energy, or the totality of that together. youre not your soul
i am My soul , or any other more elaborate illusion .

there is no you.

315:
I thank you all for your support and I honestly appreciate what is going on here. I see the technique, I see the purpose and I appreciate all whipping. I know that we are here to fight lies and I am that lie.

I'm totally serious about getting out of delusion but on the way to freedom I encounter multiple obstacles, like fear of delusion (well pointed out)
I'm staring at the truth of no self and waiting to see. I understand intelectualy, but the experiencing is still not happening. I understand that it is life that is happening and there is no way that imaginary "me" can do anything to influence the process in any way. I am not resisting the idea, I'm staring at it even in my dreams. At this moment all I know for sure is fuck knows what's going on.
If there is somebody who can see where I'm stuck and is willing to help me bust trough the lie I would love to work with you.
I know that one thing I need to do is see the truth that I don't exist. I kind of see it but not fully yet.

ivanhernandez:
youre not your obstacles. youre not that bullshit.

who is seeing?
no experiencer behind the experience.
understanding isnt you.

Ciaran:
"315 wrote:
Or is there more work to do than that?
I mean burning all the lies until there are no more lies left. Understanding intellectually "I don't exist" is not the same as striping every layer down until there is no more self.

This is not some bullshit pretentious crap. This is good.

"315 wrote:
Isn't it just a trick of imagination that people in this forum are stuck in?"

This is some bullshit pretentious crap. This is bad.

Do more good stuff.

ivanhernandez:
sup man, just saw you on the list of killed guys;
awesome

315: » Thu Sep 30, 2010 7:31 pm
shit, i'm on the list...
i better start focusing like laser recognising the truth.

till finding this forum i was always focused on bullshit and seeing it everywhere. as i said in my first posts i have a sensor for bullshit and Robert pointed out
"When you are liberated, you get 'truth sensors' and not bullshit sensors."

i see that now. that's the point.
thank you.

it's funny, how i never really questioned existence of me. i'ts so ingrained in the thoughts that is taken for granted by everyone, with a very few exceptions. all life that i thought as mine is not mine, it's just life... killed...
so be it.
i keep going until i'm done. it's not up to me anyway.. definitely hooked.

1000:
good job 315. thought you were lost cause.

bobby:
Awesome man. Welcome.
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Tsunami- the great wave of destruction.
Waking up- the great wave of destruction.
No one can hide, but if you choose to ride this wave, it's gonna be an awesome ride. Don't stop, destroy what's in a way to freedom and let whatever you are holding on go... no regrets...




Can one think itself out of existance? No, as it has never exixted, Yes, as it is only in the mind as a thought. But don't listen to me, find out for yourself.


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