You are not awareness

My Facebook friend Darren:


I wrote this up thinking I would post it in the forums once I get access to do so:

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Aren't I conscienceness inside a human head?

The human I'm "in" does exist as a human, and I am not him.

Am I not awareness? a viewpoint? am'ness?

When I dream while alseep, the self I am while awake is not present and am

dreaming as some personna which may be similar to my waking self. But am I

not the witness/awareness in both states?

I've heard "you are space" or "you are silence", but how could that be true?

I see space and silence around me and know there is a lot of it in outer

space (outside earth) but I don't feel that that is me.

I feel like I am this person I am always in. I'm the ghost inside the

machine...inside his head, hearing all his thoughts and viewing all his actions and am the silent watcher and forget that I am nothingness and am totally into what this person is doing. But why am I trapped here inside this person's head? It is so persistent. It is all I remember. All I know.

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What do you think?

Darren
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D: I've always thought since the Jed books is that I'm awareness. This viewpoint doesn't persist though. I go back to being in the middle of being Darren because that is always what is there especially when emotions/thoughts come up.

I also think about when I'm dreaming when I feel like I am without being a Darren. I've meditated a lot before and have had moments when the sense of Darren and his story dropped away and I just was aware. Of course in those times I have a hard time staying awake or conscious, which seems ironic. I'm awareness, but I'm not very aware when I'm not aware of Darren, but whatever, lol. I know Darren does a lot of stuff automatically: emotions, drive for food, motivation to defend, take care of, etc. A lot of interest have fallen away and I feel like I am left with just a few simple things I'm
into.

Now, since reading this ruthless truth stuff and talking with Jeanne De Wet, I'm questioning this "I am awareness" stuff. When I watch a movie I can tell I identify with the characters to the point (and to a degree that I suspend my disbelief) that I am that character and have to remind myself it is all fiction. I guess that is the case with me being Darren...except the show never ends.

Not sure if this is the type of stuff you're looking for or something
shorter.
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I: Spill everything you've got.

No, we are not awareness.
Awareness just is
It is impersonal.
Like space in which experience happens.

Do you have pets?
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D: Yes, I do. We just got a kitten. I've also had dogs/cats in the past.

I feel like I'm a camera or a taking in of information. Like perception is happening and it is fed to me. I've given thought to the whole "we brains in a tank" idea, which I really can't disprove.

It feels like I am the center point of what I take in with the five senses. That point may not be anything, but it feels like I am that.

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I: Great, I have a cat too, 2 year old now. Lovely creatures.

Ok, look at the cat- how does it run? Look at it and observe, how are decisions made? Is there an I in the cat? Is he in charge of his life? Is he awareness?

Notice that cat is aware, but awareness is not in the cat.

Give me your observations.
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D: I think it has impulses that arise and it just acts/does in the moment. I doubt there is a thought in the cat that has anything to do with "I". I think he acts, plays, eats, etc. as the impulses arise, so in that regard I guess I'd say he is in charge of his life in so far or in the way I provide for him.

The difference between me and the cat? If I were to apply the concept, of what I have about myself, to the cat I'd have to say the cat is not the cat, but this feeling of being aware in the cat, which doesn't make much sense. I don't think animals have language or concepts floating around in their head about am'ness, so does it exist for them. But awareness isn't thoughts.

Can awareness exist without stuff for it to be aware of? There's the whole koan of the tree falling in the forrest and the question of did it really happen if there was no one there to perceive it. What if the opposite is true. In outer space, is there were no particles or planets or light or anything, would there be any awareness to perceive or take in what is not there? This shit is crazy.

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I: Zoom in, look deeper.
Look at cat, another human, your body and say, There is no self at all in real life.

What comes up?
Notice the obvious.

Go

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D: Now I'm feeling quite ordinary. I feel like there should be more to me than a cat.

I've been thinking since I've been reading stuff from RuthlessTruth and talking to you and Jeanne De Wet...what does it mean to be a self or have a self or to be a me or an I. One part of it is specialness. And I wonder what it would be like to not have a self or a me. Maybe my mind wants to maintain the self to be important and worthy of something... survival maybe.

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I: What do you see that is obvious right now, what do you see as real?

Just write, keep it going.

Look:
Thought comes, hands move, typing happens, another thought, all this is flowing without anyone directing it.

The human is same as a little cute kitten, run by the same life force. What could be simpler than that?

There is no self as such in reality, no watcher, no observer, no thinker, no doer.

There is seeing happening, witnessing, observing, breathing, heart beating just happening.

Look there.

What feelings come up?
Is there any fear?
Any other uneasy feeling?
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D: "What do you see that is obvious right now, what do you see as real?Just write, keep it going. "

What do I see right now? Physically, my arms, my computer. Inwardly, I don't see anything except maybe thoughts and emotions that come and go. I can't see awareness...that is just there or is happening. I'm not sure I see much more than that in this moment.

"The human is same as a little cute kitten, run by the same life force.
What could be simpler than that?"

I guess I feel different about myself because my vantage point is inside me, and not the cat....and thus I am more important or special. When I watch a movie, the camera is rarely in the 1st person...the camera shifts and the viewer gets many angles and it changes every 1.5 seconds. Here, in real life, my "camera" is always coming from inside my head. I think if my viewpoint was on the wall watching Darren, it would make sense I'm not him. But I might still think I am awareness. But would this feeling of being awareness even exist if there wasn't a mind/brain attached. I don't know.

"There is no self as such in reality, no watcher, no observer, no thinker, no doer."

I have no problem seeing I am not the thinker or doer, but have a hard time imagining I'm not at least a watcher or observer. I'm trying to see past that, but...it's crazy. The person typing this has a brain and a body, etc.

"There is seeing happening, witnessing, observing, breathing, heart beating just happening."

I see that...that it is all happening. What is the difference between it all being or happening and having the feeling of me? Ownership Specialness?

"What feelings come up? Is there any fear? Any other uneasy feeling?"

Just what I mentioned in my last email about being ordinary if there isn't a me... like there isn't anything special about me if I'm not there. I don't think I feel fear, at least not yet. I've thought about the ah-ha moment for years and have always told myself there's nothing to be afraid of if something happened. Who knows...Jed talks about going through the most horrifying, gut-wrenching processes there is. I do feel my mind thinking along the lines that if there is no me and I'm so ordinary, and
enlightenment isn't going to get me anything, then what's so great about it. This again is a road I've been down. There is something that will still seek and seek. And I'm tired of seeking.
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I: Good good. Think of it that it's just an unexamined assumption in the mind. Just a thought which precedes other thoughts - I walk, I breath, I have tv, I do stuff. This is just a word, that points to nothing. Like university. -it's not building, not students, not desk.

I is just a label.

You can't have self, "you/I " is just a thought. How can thought do or have anything?

We will come back to the cat later, for now look at the thought with the
thought.

Mind does not want anything, it's just label for process of thought.

What do you find?
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D: Ok, I think I get the idea that anything I think of as myself or me is just a concept and is just happening. I think part of me still believes it is in
control of facets of self, although I have given myself many examples to the contrary. So maybe there is controlling going on...but it isn't me. Any sense of self is just thought and not evidence or deed of ownership of anything. So there is this thought/belief that says "I am me. I am myself. I have this body and this life and these things". ...and this thought/belief has thoughts/beliefs.

I've always heard Adyashanti say something like "the reason you can't find God is because you're trying to find him with your own eyes". But what you're saying is "the reason you can't find God (or yourself) is because he doesn't exist" even though there is searching going on. I think I get it conceptually, but not sure I "see" it for myself.

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I: It's ok to feel this kind of loss of specialness. No, you, are not special.
Special to compare to what? Another thought?

The camera, who owns the camera? Who is filming?

You are not awareness. Awareness does not need an I to exist. When you are asleep, awareness is still there, right.

Now go with this.
Look around and notice, that all the physical world is real. It's here and
it does not disappear if you stop believing in it.

The body is not separate from the environment. It's also real. The character Darren is real too: it has likes, dislikes, hobbies, same like cat- instinct, different personality.

All this is, but not the self. It's just an assumption and only as thought,
not in real life. Fiction.

Life is expressing as stories, but stories are not reality. In reality there
is no self! Reality is all there is. Look.

You are already seeing it. There is nothing else to see.

Seeing happens.

You can't do anything, because there is no doer. Dissolve the witness.
Notice witnessing...

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D: Wow, this is it? I'm enlightened now? How anti climatic. :-/
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I: what adya is saying is correct. You can't see it with "your" own eyes. There is no
you to see anything.

See it?

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D: I understand what you say, but can't I see anything big, but maybe I'm not supposed to. .

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I: Morning Darren.

Did you sleep?
So what happened? No trumpets? No angels choir?

Shift is subtle, but permanent.
Can you describe in detail what you see.
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D: Yes. Just got up. I'm in the shower thinking about this. About how there's no me here and wondering how that changes anything. I feel a lot of my ego has dropped away from listening to Eckhart Tolle / Jed Meckenna audio books hundreds of times over trying to see this and have tried to not route any energy to a sense of self over the years. But who knows if that is true.

In the shower I think Darren has this realization that he wasn't going to live forever which struck him as depressing for a moment. What I'm doing is trying to is think of how this changes anything. I have a lot of anger problems and high blood pressure to go along with it especially in traffic. I remember Tolle would talk about being in traffic and someone flipping him off and he would just be there and think and thus say in his meeting "what?There's no one here". That would be refreshing if there would be no one here to be pissed.

If Tolle is right on, there's something definitely missing. I'm not walking around looking at things as if for the first time, so maybe there is a shift in the future. And I've experienced no void or anything, but I guess everything around me could be considered the void if there is no one here and no one there. There is just a bunch of shit going on.

The whole religion thing (which I put down a while back) makes more sense of why people do it. They feel special and that there is this even specialler being up in the sky who thinks you're really special and he'll want to cherish you up in the sky with him when you die.

The whole Fight Club's (if you've seen the movie) no name thing (as well as many other things in the movie) make more sense now.

I'm a little interested in listening to Jeds books again with fresh ears to see if more clicks. Going into work today where I normally get torque off in some way about how people treat me. I'll see how much of me is still there to react to anything.

Is there anything I'm missing, or does the popping happen over time and after trying to really realize the whole no me thing? I am just expecting an atom bomb to go off in me somehow.
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I: No atom bomb... Sorry...

Ok, when you get back and have a moment, answer me this:

Is there a self in any shape or form? Just look deeper, push it. Until there is certainty and no doubt that there is something missing.

Just examine feelings that come up, including anger.
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D: I'm sure its hiding somewhere because I'm not seeing much of anybody.

Ok...so, maybe this isn't enlightenment, but what Jed calls the first step. The first glimpse? Or is that two years Jed talks about all BS or only applies to some cases?

I know there's a lot of stuff I don't care about since I don't feel like
there's a self to defend or uphold. Things seemed a little automatic before (after jed books) but now more automatic.

I always run late to work. This morning I had a meeting with my manager and I would usually really stress out about it. Maybe because I worried about me and how I look to my manager...reputation type of stuff. Today was different. I was like I can't change how fast I get there within reason and what will happen will happen. More peace now with what happens or what doesn't.

I don't know if I have "arrived" or not, but nothing feels special.
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I: This is what jed calls no self.
Ordinary? Absolutely. Simple.

Everyone is different and reactions to the shift differs too. It's what it
is for you. But the shift is real. It will start feeling more and more
peaceful inside, as there isn't anything needed to be protected or defended. Things will start to unfold in different ways then before and it's a great ride!

What was it that made tou see? Can you define what happened? How it
happened? You may not know the exact moment, but there must be some kind of shift that you can see.

Please write about it.
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D: Well, I was really identified with the last thing I thought I could be. The whole "awareness" thing. SOOOO many spiritual teachings sort of point to this. People talk about scripture where in the old testament God said "I AM". So I thought at least "I AM"....and there I was stuck for such a long time. I kept listening and reading more enlightenment stuff and it kept
getting reinforced.

And when you pointed out or had me look that a cat has or awareness is going on in a cat too, which made sense...how can I be any more special than a cat? A cat doesn't have a concept of self and I can't say I have a concept of self for the cat either.

Two disturbing things happened, if that.

1. I'm not special
2. Darren, me, or me as a spirit isn't immortal.

I'd given up on the whole religious stuff and the idea of heaven sounded ridiculous to me for the last few years. But I at least thought, me as a spirit or awareness would move into the light and something great would happen. Now, I have no idea would happen. My only conclusion is that this person will cease to exist like a cat would. I think humans have to believe in an afterlife. If not, how insignificant are we if we're just going to die in a few years.

People are going around spending so much energy on upholding and working on a better sense of self. It's sort of amusing to think about now.

Nothing scary or fearful yet, which surprises me. Just seeing things
different. Wish I could dig in and find more of that bastard.
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I: Yes, looks like you are through.
One more task:

Look at reality itself. What is real? What is Darren?

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D: Crazy shit to think that was it. :-o

What is real? What is Darren?

Everything is real, everything that appears exists for this moment, at
least. Darren is a part of that, for now. Forms come and go. Things just
are.

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D: If I am in fact done...I would have thought I would feel more special, but I have no me to pin that on. I'm wondering if I'll wake up tomorrow and start identifying with me or my life.
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I: What was seen, will not evaporate. That's what I mean, you can't believe in Santa again.
Never.

But as life unfolds there will be moments to unlock all this deeper, the journey without driver has started! It's really great stuff. And I'm sooo happy for you man!! Im delighted!

Thank you for really looking!

Much love

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D: Wow. Cool. :)

Thank you so much for your help!

GiulianoR is Free!!

I had another opportunity to assist somebody to cross the line. I give you the best of fresh seeing by GiulianoR, if you like to see the whole procces read it here.




GIULIANOR:

"First I want to write out the fact that there is no me in the most simple way. It's mindblowing really how the entire civilization is build on this false assumption. It is hidden pretty deep, I had to dig and put everything I thought I knew away to see it."


"Today I was at a forest by myself, taking some time to really focus and take the final look.

And I have seen it, for real. This is it. It's really not what I expected. There's no great realization or some magic stuff to it. Just a thing that's true. It would be really ordinary if everybody saw it. It is probably the most logical thing I ever encountered in my life. There are two things I know for sure now.

1. There is existence as in: reality exists
2. There is no thing that has the qualities of a self

The world is a lot simpler than before. There are no layers anymore. If I compare this to were "I" was a few weeks ago there is one thing that stands out the most. First, experiencing the world was like looking outside the window of a small dark room. Everything filtered to the assumed self. People make the world so small and limited by the assumption of self.

Now there's just freedom. Freedom to do, feel, try whatever comes up. There is no me choosing or doing but choices are definitely made. That's the tricky part that I couldn't see before. I assumed that to see there is no me would change the way I interacted with the world. Well, not at all. It's just the same as before. Because: THERE WAS NEVER AN I TO BEGIN WITH."


"There were a couple of key elements that kept me going:
1. I kept telling myself: this must be simple.
2. I was harsh on myself, willing to question everything.
3. I had faith that ‘the truth would set me free’.
4. I was hitting it from all angles; if something didn’t work I abandoned it.
5. I did not take myself (which doesn’t exist) too serious.
6. From when I was young I also had a feeling that I wasn’t really responsible for my actions. There was too much random stuff going on, it just didn’t seem right. I really wanted to know why.
7. I JUST NEVER QUIT. NEVER. "


"I must say nature did a lot for me today. In the end it’s stupid that I was waiting for the right moment and circumstances to really look. But anyway it was what gave me the final push. First I tried walking around with an empty mind. Then I sat down. Looking. Not at thing but at the totality of it. Just being there with reality playing itself out before my eyes. Birds flying, dogs walking by, leafs moving in the wind. It was all so real. Then I tried to look inside to find a self. Of course I didn’t find it. The what I did was try to build up a feeling and image of self. Tried to make it as strong as I could. Well, I couldn’t. While sitting there I read something StepVhen said about there being thoughts about a self but not even a thought was or showed a self. Like a collection of thoughts dancing around this empty space. Then I ‘admitted’ that there is no me. Perhaps this is not the right word. I saw it. That doesn’t fit perfectly either. I KNEW it. No question. There is nothing inside this body or mind that is anything like a self. There is nothing in the whole fucking universe that is anything like a self. Things just are what they are. Do what they do. Nothing more to it. Stuff isn’t happening to anyone or something. It is just happening. Like I read a thousand times here: fingers typing, thought flowing, seeing without a seer.

What is left inside is a feeling of space. Infinite space."


"Please all. I’m begging you. Be honest. Question everything. Never give up. If I can get this, you can. Focus on the fact that there is no you. Do NOT take that sentence for granted. Explore it. Hit it from all angles. Really if you recognize this you will know. As long as you don’t: keep focusing on the absence of a self. Test the hell out of it. Therein lies the key.

LIVE. "


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If you feel that you are ready to look for yourself but need some guidance, email me. It's really not that difficult to see. It is already here, it's just a belief that stand in a way. And a bit of fear...Once that clears up seeing happens.

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Book Idea

I read a book once, a very powerful book which had power to clean up programming in the brain. After finishing reading it, life was never the same. It was "Easy way to stop smoking" by Alan Carr. He just found the way to show the truth of what is going on with smoking that made all attachments fall. For me it was 4 days reading, not once since I even thought about sucking on tobacco. It's been years.

All that book did was clean up beliefs associated with smoking and so it naturally drops. I thought, wouldn't that be nice to read a book and drop the illusion of self. Just like that.

So I run this idea by my friends at Ruthless Truth and I'm exited to announce that this book is on the way.

We each will contribute something to help to see the obvious. It will be a nice mix of best ideas from different perspectives and angles that will leave no doubt about absence of a separate self. There is a lot of experience among us now, we know what works and all together we will sound this call to look at the reality with fresh eyes. If you haven't yet, this book is for you.

I'm looking forward to this unfoldment to take the flight.

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Liberation in action

I love doing cover up tattoos. Every time I get a chance to transform something old and ugly into something fresh and beautiful. Love the feeling.

Same with helping to open eyes.





FROM THIS:


Re: Ok, Rookie, step in and engage!

by Nomad~Kamda » Wed Jun 15, 2011 9:16 am

Rookie here- I'll accept your invitation, 315.

The last few days have been quite interesting. Examining, for the first time really, the notion and experience of self, of me. I'm a bit puzzled by the fact that the assumption of self has been left unscrutinized for so many years and amazed by the ease with which any notion of self is dissolved by asking if that notion is really true...

So you asked to bring my self to you for further examination. Problem is, I can't really find a self when looking for it. Yet, something seems to be holding me back; as if I cannot really accept the fact that there might actually be no one there...

I would describe the place I'm at as clinging to a very vague, yet very intimate and familiar "sense of self".



TO THIS:

by Nomad~Kamda » Fri Jun 17, 2011 11:58 am

I'm happy to announce that I have not turned into a vegetable.

Also, I have not suddenly gained supernatural powers. I would like to speak to the management about this.

Kidding aside, I understand that it is customary that any newly liberated write up a big post about their experiences. I'll give it my best shot.

It is difficult to point down "the shift" to a particular moment. In retrospect it is more like a process that took a couple of days, a process of a misconception (" there is a (real) self") being seen for what is. Reading some of the material on this forum, some of the associated blogs and really taking time to seriously examine the notion of self was a very helpful preparation for the letting go. And it is quite simple really. What is asked is to simply, quitely and without interruption look at all the assumptions, beliefs and conceptions of the idea of "you", the one living your life, the sailor that steers your boat on the ocean of existence so to speak.

Looking at this, really looking at this question: " What is referred to when I speak/think of "me"" is a big taboo. It is seen as either a pubescent attempt to find ones place in the world or a deluded question asked by nutcases, schizophreniacs or new age softies. It is considered to be self-evident and in no need of further scrutiny.

Well: it is. There is nothing there. Absolutely nothing. Never been and never will. Void, emptiness, nothing at all. Just a messy knot of unchecked assumptions, memories and a drama story that wouldn't look out-of-place in a soap opera.

I understand a lot more of the way that language has been used here on RT in order to point to the truth of this, that there truly is no self, especially the harsh language. You somehow have to get the full attention on that which people call themselves. I guess that for a lot of people, anger, defensiveness and a sense of being attacked is the right trigger to get this self-idea clearly in the picture. Then that can be examined and shown to be wholly fictional.

For me, the trigger was fear. As I posted earlier, it was a deep-rooted fear of losing control, of " turning into a vegetable" and not being able to take care of myself and my loved one. A very real, visceral fear that was experienced very tangibly around the stomach. A very familiar fear. 315 gently guided me to really look at this fear. What was it protecting?

At this point, something interesting happened. The eyes closed and the feeling of fear became clearer and more pronounced. All that was done was looking, simple looking. No effort, no straining, nothing. The tightness of the fear released and what remained was warmth, radiating outwards. It was clearly seen that the "self" that was thought to be protected, shielded from an apparently hostile world, was not there. There was literally nothing to be protected.

What really did the trick for me was 315's empahsis on acknowlediging this fear for what is- not trying to negate it, run away from it or any such thing- just look it straight in the eye. What is it trying to protect?

i can see that the knot is loosening. good. now step forward. no you, never was. see it. let the seeing happen. there is no you really to let it happen. just let it unfold.


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You are seeing it already, just the mind says that no, it's like being used to one thing and expecting it to be same.


These words pushed me right over the edge. What I needed was a real faith (perhaps trust is a better word) that what was being pointed to is really actually the case. There was an instant of not knowing anything, not doing anything and then the belief in self fell away completely.

Quite a bit of physical phenomena came up with that, as the knot of self untangled, very intense waves of heat were felt throughout the body. Even now, the senses relay information much more intensly. It is as if reality, experience is seen in its complete vibrant aliveness. There is no one experiencing it, seeing it through layers and layers of assumptions, fears etc. Much more direct.

Where there was this knot in the stomach there is now quiet emptiness, nothing.

For the rest, nothing much has changed, really. I had these ideas of seeing through the illusion of self would be a dramatic moment, a great achievement with the audience gasping in excitement. No such thing- the only thing that happens is that the story of self is seen for what it is- a story, a work of fiction. This it has always been. It simply was left unchecked and taken for granted.

It's funny to realise that there has actually never been a self behind it all- that it was simply the one great unchecked assumption that just needed one honest glance to dissolve. That is really all it takes- one instant of really seeing it for what it is.

Experience now is pretty much the same as it was earlier, exactly the same to be precise, simply ordinary everyday existence with assorted thoughts and feelings. The only small difference is that it is now no longer assumed that there is anyone experiencing it, there is just this experience.

That's all I've got at this moment.

I really want to express deep gratitude to 315 for the gentle pointing and giving me that final push.

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To read what happens in between, click here:

http://www.ruthlesstruth.com/arena/viewtopic.php?f=4&t=1136


Now go free yourself from imaginary self.


If help needed, do not hesitate to ask.

Liberation

It has been 9 months kind of since I entered Ruthless Truth arena to find out what's the deal with liberation. I was guided to look at the fact that I do not exists in reality as myself. I looked and seeing happened. Simple as that. Life started to make sense as well as words of masters.

Life is abundant, we have so many theories, philosophies, religions and spiritual practices that promise us life full of joy. Everyone wants to be happy. But there is some work to be done first.

When you sit in a car it does not start by itself, you need a key, you need to turn the key and then ignition happens. Right? You can't just sit in a car and relax fully, do some meditation or read some enlightened texts or pray and expect that car will turn on by itself.

So for liberation to happen you also need a key, and you need to turn that key, then liberation happens. Seeing happens and search is over... I see that people want to wake up, but have no clue, what to do. So search is on- next program, next cd, retreat, book, etc. And yes, all those programs and good advise works! For a while...and 25 years later all they have is a collection of wisdom of others, names of masters and knowledge of ways. But no realisation...

I have been looking for happiness, but on my way I was blind until it hit me- "no self"... I knew that this was a real deal, I knew I had to investigate, so I did.

Without strong desire to wake up and readiness to sacrifice all beliefs for truth, "no self" is invisible! You can read it and not register. The brain is not a fertile ground for this seed yet. But if it registers and starts expanding one day sooner or later realisation happens. Yeah, when you turn the key, of course.

The key- there is no you.

Tu turn it one really needs to investigate this fact and reach resolution.

You may think, that liberation is beyond mind and is not found in thinking or you can give it a test, think for yourself and see what happens. ;) Open scepticism is a great friend here.

If you sit and intentionally relax, do work, drill through cloud covers, meditate in order to get free, you are looking at a wrong place. None of other people's processes are helpful for you in order for the shift to happen. So unless somebody is guiding you to directly see no self, they are guiding you away from liberation. Trust me. You are on your own in your own quest for freedom.

Ruthless truth arena these days is the best place to look for help, if needed. These guys and girls do not sell anything, they don't want anything else but help to set you free. And they will cut through illusions like butter. It's the place where you turn the key and life takes over.

I invite you to check out "no self" thing personally and passionately.
The end of seeking is the beginning of exploration. :) yes, there is time for cleaning up and once it finishes, the ride is smooth and it's definitely fun!

Liberation is nothing else but truth. You know, truth will set you free.

Sending love


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